Will some one please help me, I duno what is wrng with me, i just feel so low right now and have been like this for the last 4 days. Its stange because I'm usuali such a happy, together person. I just feel like crying most of the time and feel like I am sleep walking and not actuali awake.
Last night I lay on my bed trying to hold back the tears as mum blamed by so called 'moodyness' on that because my sister has a bad neck and she was gting more attnetion than me .... she couldnt be more wrong!
I think most of the reason why I am so down is because, on Thursday I watched my adorable guinea pig die a very tramatic death in my arms whilst at the vets. He couldn't breath and basicly suffocated *starting to cry* I felt so helpless, it was horrible!. It was such a shock because he was fine the night before. The vet said it was sum sort of virus that has few symptoms but usuali results in a violent death.
I feel so stressed with all my cw I still have to do as well, there is no way I'm going to be able to revise for my GCSEs because i just have too much cw to do. I just want to stay at home now, I don;t wana go to school any more. This is just not like me, i used to reali enjoy school and I'm prediced mainly A*s and some As.
I wana curl up under my duvet, watch tv and be on my own. I feel like crying all the time.
Please help me, I duno what is wrong with me. Advice?? I HATE being like this.
much love Emma xx
