Telling Stories

Feeling Down

2007-03-11T12:20:34+01:00

Will some one please help me, I duno what is wrng with me, i just feel so low right now and have been like this for the last 4 days. Its stange because I'm usuali such a happy, together person. I just feel like crying most of the time and feel like I am sleep walking and not actuali awake.

Last night I lay on my bed trying to hold back the tears as mum blamed by so called 'moodyness' on that because my sister has a bad neck and she was gting more attnetion than me .... she couldnt be more wrong!

I think most of the reason why I am so down is because, on Thursday I watched my adorable guinea pig die a very tramatic death in my arms whilst at the vets. He couldn't breath and basicly suffocated *starting to cry* I felt so helpless, it was horrible!. It was such a shock because he was fine the night before. The vet said it was sum sort of virus that has few symptoms but usuali results in a violent death.

I feel so stressed with all my cw I still have to do as well, there is no way I'm going to be able to revise for my GCSEs because i just have too much cw to do. I just want to stay at home now, I don;t wana go to school any more. This is just not like me, i used to reali enjoy school and I'm prediced mainly A*s and some As.

I wana curl up under my duvet, watch tv and be on my own. I feel like crying all the time.

Please help me, I duno what is wrong with me. Advice?? I HATE being like this.

much love Emma xx

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Ahhhh memories

2007-02-26T18:13:35+01:00

I like days in summer like this.

Walking home from school 2day in the cold and wet, trying to pull my pants up because they are way too big for me, and whilst trying to pull my jumper and coat down, struggling with my bag that kept falling off my shoulder. I came to a descision that i might just go into hiberneation untill it's summer time.

In summer all is well, in summer everi one is happy. I think the world is a much better place when the sun is shining (in my expereince any way)

Ahh i can't wait, till after GCSES and i've left school in the summber holidays just going out with friends and staying out late because there are light nights and it stays warmish!

I reali can't wait, i'm fed up.

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The girl

2007-02-25T19:55:04+01:00

I hope what i write lets you get a clear idea about me so you know what kinda gal i am. I'm 16 and from Davenham, a quite rural village in Cheshire. I have a sister who is 13 and we either get along brilliantly or want to kill each other theres never an inbetween. And a mum and a dad. I get on with all my family and am not ashamed to be with them unlike some of my freinds. I have 2 cats, a rabbit and a guinea pig and i love them dearly.

I guess i come from a well off family but i wouldnt describe myself as spolit at all. I am happy with most things in my life - my friends, my school, family, futre plans. I suppose i am happy where i am.

I used to attend a privite boarding school in Gloustershire however then we moved to Chehsire and I now attend a public school - which i love (sad i know lol) Currently, i am studying for 10 GCSES, I have already taken 2 statsitics and englsih (i got an A* in both yay! ) then in september I am off to college to study chemistry, biology, maths and geogrphy (or pe i havnt quite made up my mind yet!) I am hoping to become a doctor.

I play alot of netball - i play for Cheshire. You could describe me as sporty. Horse riding is my passion along with dance - these two things give me an absolute BUZZ! >" class="middle" border="0">

Friends mean the world to me and theres nothin better than a good party!! In a group of ppl i know, i am usuali the one making people laugh and the loud one. However in a group of ppl ive never met before i tend to keep quiet and listen to hwat everi one else as to say - i like to figure out what kinda person they are so i kno the best way to act.

I am a friendly person and would love to talk to any one but sometimes i can be a little shy and so thats what stops be going up to ppl ive never met b4 and just talk to them - although thats what i wud love to do!.

I am suppost to be my english lit cw right now but lets just say i get easily distracted! I shud reali get going! lol

I hope you now know a little more about me. with love Emma xx

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The beginning

2007-02-25T18:32:05+01:00

Ok, here it goes - my first blog.
After months of thinking how inspirational some blogs can be and what a great way to record your life and read about other peoples lives who are just like you. I have finally decided to make one.

I would love to keep you up to date in the goings on in my life and i will feel privelidged to read about yours. Dont worry though i won't tell you every single boring detail such as what i ate for breakfast!

My blog will contain the details of what makes me ME

Stay tuned!

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